Age 36 years....Gus finally left and went back home. An offline message from Dariela plus 2 emails from kclatinamerica left me stunned and tears formed up instantly. I cannot believe what i am reading. Just last week, I was planning for my vacation in Panama but now, it has gone down....all dashed......all dashed...
Gus was a brave man. Even though he was in pain, he still makes it a point to laugh or giggle during our phone calls. He is in Heaven now where there is no pain. I will miss him lots....His only concern was Andreita. Young at probably 5 or 6 years now, she doesn't understand. Even though Gus only get to see her once a week, the both of them have this special bond. Andre was his sunshine.
Close friends in Panama knew that Gus was more than a brother to me. He was 1 of my special. We even talked about getting married in the future so that i can stay on in Panama. Gus thought that it was a good idea too.
Images of him started flashing across my head. I cannot understand why Gus had to go, but this is God's will and no one can stop Him. Apparently, Gus cannot see, he lost his appetite. His family brought him to the hospital whereby doctors sedated him. And that was it! Gus just left by dawn. The full details of his passing is not clear.
Spoke to Big sis, Florence.....broke down terribly. Flo said that Gus must be such an important person in my life otherwise, i won't be crying hard. Flo reminded me that he is back whereby there are no more suffering. I know, i know that clearly. I am just too emotional. I cannot cope such departing.
i asked God : teach me the way, why do i have to go thru all these pains and hurt. why is happiness 35% while sadness is 65%? I have many whys for God. I didn't get angry, i just need to learn more about His will.
i cannot write anymore........my eyes are forming so much water....
RIP Gus.....you are always in my little space.....i love you....
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Gustavo and I were classmates back in high school, a long, long time ago. I just learned the news, saw it in the paper.
Though I hadn´t seen him in years, it`s been very, very sad to hear about his passing.
On our senior year, we sat side by side every day. He would always make me laugh.
We saw each other a couple of times through the years, and it was always so good to see him, always so nice, so familiar, as if we had been sitting in that school room just days before.
Though I hadn´t heard from him in the last couple of years, thinking back, all those memories, still make me smile.
Several friends from school have contacted each other because of the sad news, and even from a distance, we are still remembering you my friend.
You´ll stay forever in my heart, forever making me smile, forever my friend.
Enithzabel
Carcamo, as some of us used to call him back in school, was someone special. He always had a smile in his face, even though the time was hard.
Knowing his early departure makes me wonder why this things happened to nice people that has so much for leave.
As I listen to the people that talked about him in his mass I realize he was such a brave man. he fought the disease and he lost. But I think that he won, because he is free now. He is a free soul.
The last time I saw him, maybe 3 or 4 years ago, he was smiling and he talked to me about his plans. He was happy, as always.
I'll miss him, he was such a nice guy.
May God bless him forever.
Carcamo, as some of us used to call him back in school, was someone special. He always had a smile in his face, even though the time was hard.
Knowing his early departure makes me wonder why this things happened to nice people that has so much for leave.
Noemi
As I listen to the people that talked about him in his mass I realize he was such a brave man. he fought the disease and he lost. But I think that he won, because he is free now. He is a free soul.
The last time I saw him, maybe 3 or 4 years ago, he was smiling and he talked to me about his plans. He was happy, as always.
I'll miss him, he was such a nice guy.
May God bless him forever.
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