so alone

I am alone, so very alone,
I am hurt, so very bad,
I am ignored, just thrown aside,
There is no one close, no one sees the pain,
I cry, my hope is gone.

I don't know how long I can carry on. This is mental torture. I tried and tried but I just cannot make myself to be strong. I have toppled, real badly and what else can I say but THANK YOU.

I hate you for driving me into a corner. I hate you for putting me in a spot. I hate you for making me cry so much each day. Never was a day that I am smiling now. Never was a day that I am happy as before. I hate you for turning my life down, so down....

My heart ache each day. I pray for healing to take its place soonest otherwise, I will go crazy.