i'm blue, feeling so blue...even typing out the first words, tears are formed up my eyes...i don't know what directions i am heading now. i feel........so empty...
what to write? what to say? where's my family when i needed them most? where's DIL? can you feel my sorrows? i'm really totally lost this time, and i'm unsure if i can pick myself up...
my heart is aching.....my "book" is running out of chapters....now it is coming to almost end pages....
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Monday, June 2, 2008
moving....
it's been slightly more than 2 weeks since i last wrote. I was too lazy...hehehe
the last few weeks was all packed with either house seeking or activities with friends. The boat trip was superb. The seafood was excellent. Giles was cute little frenchie bull dog who knows how to beg...hahaha, i made him some steamed chicken. He is really an obedient dog...His muscles are so solid too...
well, i'm moving from CWB to TW end of June. I don't consider it downgrading as some of my friends think so. It is so sad to them saying like they are sneering at me for using such an area...BUT the view is beautiful and no blockage, just like the one in Torre Del Pacifico where i get a sea view... The thing is the space/room. It might be small but i guess that it can be cozy. And Nancy is just on the next block. We can chit chat whenever. The only thing now is we must check on the phone reception as mobile lines might be distorted. You know what, I won't be bothered by them because it is me who's gonna be living there, not them. So why should i care what they said? I am already excited...i hope that the owners are nice people....i will give away some of my things so that i don't have to bring over so many and then i will end up getting nag at....heheheheheh......i foresee myself taking public transport more often. Horse die so walk on the road, Get the meaning of this? hahaha....it is amazing that i am laughing about it. Gone were the days where i will get upset and start blaming on God. I know that God meant well for me. He will not let me handle more than i can. Having changes is not that bad. We get to see more places, get to see other people, etc, etc......I am confident that i will enjoy my new surrounding in TW....
My Alpha leader wants me to lead the group as she won't be around, I doubt that i can do it. I am not ready. Nevertheless, i will pray about it. Tonight's group was great. And it is bigger too. I remembered that we only had like 5 in a group previously. The turnout was fantastic. I have to thank God for speaking into these people's....each one almost had another person to bring!!! isn't that wonderful. And we ended up knowing each other better after each discussion. Now i have more friends....hehhehehehe......
yawnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, tired now.....i want to massage a little before popping on the sofa...in case you are wondering why i am sleeping on the sofa, it is because i prefer the so called orthopedic bed instead of the soft ikea bed....hahahahahaha
the last few weeks was all packed with either house seeking or activities with friends. The boat trip was superb. The seafood was excellent. Giles was cute little frenchie bull dog who knows how to beg...hahaha, i made him some steamed chicken. He is really an obedient dog...His muscles are so solid too...
well, i'm moving from CWB to TW end of June. I don't consider it downgrading as some of my friends think so. It is so sad to them saying like they are sneering at me for using such an area...BUT the view is beautiful and no blockage, just like the one in Torre Del Pacifico where i get a sea view... The thing is the space/room. It might be small but i guess that it can be cozy. And Nancy is just on the next block. We can chit chat whenever. The only thing now is we must check on the phone reception as mobile lines might be distorted. You know what, I won't be bothered by them because it is me who's gonna be living there, not them. So why should i care what they said? I am already excited...i hope that the owners are nice people....i will give away some of my things so that i don't have to bring over so many and then i will end up getting nag at....heheheheheh......i foresee myself taking public transport more often. Horse die so walk on the road, Get the meaning of this? hahaha....it is amazing that i am laughing about it. Gone were the days where i will get upset and start blaming on God. I know that God meant well for me. He will not let me handle more than i can. Having changes is not that bad. We get to see more places, get to see other people, etc, etc......I am confident that i will enjoy my new surrounding in TW....
My Alpha leader wants me to lead the group as she won't be around, I doubt that i can do it. I am not ready. Nevertheless, i will pray about it. Tonight's group was great. And it is bigger too. I remembered that we only had like 5 in a group previously. The turnout was fantastic. I have to thank God for speaking into these people's....each one almost had another person to bring!!! isn't that wonderful. And we ended up knowing each other better after each discussion. Now i have more friends....hehhehehehe......
yawnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, tired now.....i want to massage a little before popping on the sofa...in case you are wondering why i am sleeping on the sofa, it is because i prefer the so called orthopedic bed instead of the soft ikea bed....hahahahahaha
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
what happened to my time?
haven't been blogging as i was caught up with NO TIME!!! Lame excuse...Lols
I'd been filled with lots of activities. Shan't write much, see from the photos with captions....
Pastor Ken will be stepping down....We will miss him. His commitment to ICA will not be forgotten. I remembered when i first attended ICA, I didn't enjoy the worshipping, the sermons...i was just clipping up my eyes, they were so heavy... As time goes time, I got more attentive and started to understand better. Pastor is a nice humble man....
Oh, I was invited to take part in another choir, but it happened to clash with Alpha. I already wrote to Leo so hopefully he can allow me to come without any rehearsal.
OK, fingers are tired.........photo time....
Angel, Carolyn & me at GDOP 2008
can you find me? i'm on the left wing where "H" is, 3rd row, 3rd person..and Yes, I am in the choir.
around my place, lights lights lights
another angle......lots of signboards....that's advertisement
it's a small world....i'm listening to this everyday!! i'm living diagonally!!!!
hi doggy, look at the way she is posing? she is the watch dog for the bone setter...lols
my puffy looking hand.....i used the wrong strength/weight and so i made the cause and here's the effect....going to the bone setter daily is expensive....i stopped going after the 3rd day....
look! who fell asleep? shhhhh, in Church....hahahahha....wake up, girl!!!
full dressed rehearsal....Before
After........it cannot be that heavy!!!
the beauties.....try harder!!!
the "trees" or the "threes"...hehehehehehe, and the coconuts became potatoes on their necks....hahahahahaha
what's the pirate miranda or marina doing at our table?
that's "muthu aka sandy" and another pirate angela???
give me a mean look........ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
one green tree with the other green one....get my meaning? see below then...
you see green, then green, then what is muthu doing in this picture????????
his new nick - the russian.....by the way, they won first placed....
we get mistaken as mother & daughter....hahahahaha
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Wonderful God
I want to thank God for the miracle He just performed on mum. For weeks, we have been waiting. Today, results are negative, no trace of cancer!!!! Praise God...Awesome God.....I know that You have a tear rolling down on 1 of Your eyes because You have made us glad. You are happier than anyone of us. You are definitely the One and only True God. I have nothing but praises for You now. I will boast of the things that You have done for my family, friends and me...Thank You....
I also want to thank my friends, family for their continuous prayers. God bless....
Sis Flo & Sharon ordered the buffet for mum. It looked great. The both should be appointed Event Managers in our family...hehehehe.....the menu is woah......yummy yummy....I am confident that they will enjoy...Take photos.....not the food only, i want to see people too......
Ahhhhh, I'm little lazy to write out, just look at my captions :
did i eat this dish? NO........
can you see the 4 crystals on my nails?? hehehehehe........
Malaysian indulge by the Chong family.....so authentic!!
Mango glutinous rice ball, fruit platter and bread pudding (i bake that, i wonder what rating did i get???? can someone tell me?
Green pasture................which sheep am I? hmmmmmmmm
I also want to thank my friends, family for their continuous prayers. God bless....
Sis Flo & Sharon ordered the buffet for mum. It looked great. The both should be appointed Event Managers in our family...hehehehe.....the menu is woah......yummy yummy....I am confident that they will enjoy...Take photos.....not the food only, i want to see people too......
Ahhhhh, I'm little lazy to write out, just look at my captions :
did i eat this dish? NO........
Awwwwww, i want to sleep like that too.....happy weekend everybody!
My sexy eyes......hehehehe...captivating??? of course, God gave me those beautiful eyes!
hey, kiddie kittie...meowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
barbie is coming next week, will spare time for a meal or 2 with her plus KK too!
My newly painted gel nails ...strawberries and flowers....
can you see the 4 crystals on my nails?? hehehehehe........
Malaysian indulge by the Chong family.....so authentic!!
Mango glutinous rice ball, fruit platter and bread pudding (i bake that, i wonder what rating did i get???? can someone tell me?
Green pasture................which sheep am I? hmmmmmmmm
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