it's been a long time since i posted.....i just didn't have any courage to do so...many things have happened over these few months....
You must get well for me....You promised to look after me! You have to be stronger than before and trust that God will heal you and restore your health...
try not to cough too hard, my love....you have been coughing phlegm with blood for almost 2 weeks and it is extreme.... i am worried sick over here....
i will fly to see you in december....i need to know the actual situation...i already applied the leave and book the flights, the only thing is i am on wait list both ways.....hopefully, all will turn out well.....
please.....i need you, you must win this battle....
Oh God, please have mercy and grace on him....heal him and let his testimony be Your glory....
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
it's a blue midweek
what was the slamdunk about? i am perplexed.....but i am not gonna stress myself from it....
whatever you may put or it could be your perception....i don't want to bother much...
yes, that bought me a little down but after much thoughts, i decided to drop the "baggage"...and free myself again...
sunshine will come after rain....the birds will start chirping again with melodies....
life is too beautiful....
blue blue go away.....bring back the happy colors into my life.....
whatever you may put or it could be your perception....i don't want to bother much...
yes, that bought me a little down but after much thoughts, i decided to drop the "baggage"...and free myself again...
sunshine will come after rain....the birds will start chirping again with melodies....
life is too beautiful....
blue blue go away.....bring back the happy colors into my life.....
Friday, April 17, 2009
passover friday....
stayed late in the office...i thought that i can paint the town red....
the backdrop will be changed after some reviews... it was decided on having images on canvas....so i need not carry on further, thanks God...otherwise, i won't have time for my other projects....
had a little chat with Erge, thanks for your advise...i know that i can count on you...
the winds are rather strong tonight, but there aren't any warnings....so it is probably a passing stream....shivers....
it's already 3.40am....i better crawl into my room, i miss my bed.....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......
enjoy the weekend...
the backdrop will be changed after some reviews... it was decided on having images on canvas....so i need not carry on further, thanks God...otherwise, i won't have time for my other projects....
had a little chat with Erge, thanks for your advise...i know that i can count on you...
the winds are rather strong tonight, but there aren't any warnings....so it is probably a passing stream....shivers....
it's already 3.40am....i better crawl into my room, i miss my bed.....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......
enjoy the weekend...
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Maids in HK
there are 2 recent cases about maids here :
1. maid was terminated by employer, but instead of sending her home immediately, they allowed her to stay over. Guess what? the maid fed the 9 months baby with milk and adding bleach....!!! good thing, the baby knew how to throw out and the granny made a report. Case is adjourned to next month for more hearing and verdict....baby is recuperating but there might be damages to the respiratory system. Hope that the baby can recover fully....sigh
2. maid was reprimanded by employer, she decided to take matters in her own way. she prepared meals but she used an extra ingredient....disgusting...she squeezed out of her sanitary pad!!! employer happened to walk into the kitchen....now the maid is charged for poisoning...hearing continues....
there are more stories and unbelievable ones too..... i get almost daily updates from mine....
We need their help but there doesn't mean that we can abuse them. They become part of the family....We must draw the line......
Yawnnnnn.....give me my bed please........
1. maid was terminated by employer, but instead of sending her home immediately, they allowed her to stay over. Guess what? the maid fed the 9 months baby with milk and adding bleach....!!! good thing, the baby knew how to throw out and the granny made a report. Case is adjourned to next month for more hearing and verdict....baby is recuperating but there might be damages to the respiratory system. Hope that the baby can recover fully....sigh
2. maid was reprimanded by employer, she decided to take matters in her own way. she prepared meals but she used an extra ingredient....disgusting...she squeezed out of her sanitary pad!!! employer happened to walk into the kitchen....now the maid is charged for poisoning...hearing continues....
there are more stories and unbelievable ones too..... i get almost daily updates from mine....
We need their help but there doesn't mean that we can abuse them. They become part of the family....We must draw the line......
Yawnnnnn.....give me my bed please........
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
work gets in the way....
i am overwhelmed by work work work ever since i came back....when will work ease down? i just cleared closed to 300 emails on Tuesday itself, and i still see more!!! sometimes, i wished that we can have everyone on the same email....
and to have factories understanding those needs are a pain! every season is the same thingy, i had to explain and explain and explain......can't they be more committed??
to top that, personal emails can be a pain at times....I wondered why? Good thing i can handle the emotions...and most importantly, not to take it too personal. So i have to laugh it off even tho it hurts.....
gotta work again......the pile is rising.....
and to have factories understanding those needs are a pain! every season is the same thingy, i had to explain and explain and explain......can't they be more committed??
to top that, personal emails can be a pain at times....I wondered why? Good thing i can handle the emotions...and most importantly, not to take it too personal. So i have to laugh it off even tho it hurts.....
gotta work again......the pile is rising.....
the headache
the headache carried on till the next day.....had to crawl out of bed to visit the doctor....how i hate it....sniff sniff.....i'm down with flu....it must be because of the weather....wierd....ouch, my shoulders are also aching and my legs are feeling wobbly....thanks God my chest is clear and my BP is normal....
i felt lousy.....i wished mummy was here....she would be the best person to look after me....
yawnnnnnnn.....even my arms are feeling heavy..... :(
i have yet to start on the backdrop for 4/25 dinner & dance....just managed to cut out the fabric, gotta start drawing out or else, we have nothing to show...yikes....another suggestion from xiao2mei is to project out from the lappy, but the effect won't be that great....how? how? how?
and we still haven't gotten enough stuff for the stage.....yikes...i forgot about the volcanoes!!!.
i felt lousy.....i wished mummy was here....she would be the best person to look after me....
yawnnnnnnn.....even my arms are feeling heavy..... :(
i have yet to start on the backdrop for 4/25 dinner & dance....just managed to cut out the fabric, gotta start drawing out or else, we have nothing to show...yikes....another suggestion from xiao2mei is to project out from the lappy, but the effect won't be that great....how? how? how?
and we still haven't gotten enough stuff for the stage.....yikes...i forgot about the volcanoes!!!.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
titleless
The burden is off....100%....and I feel great about it.....
isn't it amazing when you actually got the guts to say something out, then get it off the back after some back & forths.....lols
I have to celebrate!!!!
To a friend if he is going to read this : There is nothing to be shocked about....You are right, almost everyone went thru the thingy but who will let the other party know? maybe 40% out of the whole fraction....furthermore, there shouldn't be any motive, and the bottom line is I'd rather be a good friend to you and you already know the reason why...
isn't it amazing when you actually got the guts to say something out, then get it off the back after some back & forths.....lols
I have to celebrate!!!!
To a friend if he is going to read this : There is nothing to be shocked about....You are right, almost everyone went thru the thingy but who will let the other party know? maybe 40% out of the whole fraction....furthermore, there shouldn't be any motive, and the bottom line is I'd rather be a good friend to you and you already know the reason why...
Friday, April 10, 2009
6th April - Serayan's reunion and my 1st puppy love
Joining Facebook was 1 of the best thing I did. My primary school friend A found me. Isn't it amazing? And we are having a reunion this coming 6th. I was excited at first, but now I just want to crawl back into my shell. I don't know why...haha
I was beginning to know A & E (someone i couldn't remember at first, hehe) all over again. And I learnt that L went thru a patch too, but look, who didn't?? L was my 1st puppy love, but it's a 1 sided thingy....and i remembered that he used to kid with me, and from age 10, i always felt that he was around me spiritually....as years went on, L's images did flashed occasionally right up to now.
Arghhhhhhhhhhh, 5 times and he still wasn't picking up. I informed A via msn and she will try later. I tried again, and hey pesto, someone picked up......YES......it's him!!... we spoke for 19 minutes... He sounded cheerful....I was glad...I was....................Happy...
Anyhow, upon my return, I went for a head to toe pampering, wanting to look my best for the reunion. In 1 of the sessions, my beautician made an error on my face. I was dashed down and I text A, informing her that I might not come. How can such a thing happened at this moment.? A was trying to see how we can mend the error. I don't know how. I tried a trial touch up but it was obvious. I was disappointed. I badly wanted to go, and now I couldn't go.....
Mum encouraged me that I should attend. After all, it's been many years that we last saw each other. The hours/minutes/seconds came ticking. I was tight for time. I was behind my schedules. I had it all planned and now I rescheduled some appointments to meet the other.
Now, I was all set to go. The touch up was done, and only A knew.... We met eventually.... How we have grown! From a kid to an adult....From the way we talk in school to the way we carry ourselves in society today. Everyone had changed....Getting to know each other again. From wows, ohs, is it? These were the common words heard that night. And I wouldn't have recognise them if we walk past....
The only thing I didn't enjoy was the meal. It looked spicy for me. And it doesn't look appetizing to me. It wasn't signalling to the brains to eat. Hahaha....I guessed that I am pricky.....Anyhow, it was the company that matters. We were the last table to leave and we went on for coffee to catch up on good times. That night was also another eye opener for me to see how Sgp changed so much. It was my 1st for the places we went...What a mountain tortoise...
We wanted to meet up with Ah Poon, our Pri 6 form teacher. Sharon (she was married to him) called and he will be on his way. Ah Poon still looked good for his age! Wow!
The night ended so quickly as they need to work the next day except me....sniff sniff....We parted ways. I insisted that L sent me....hahaha....eh, hello? I wasn't the only one that tagged on to his car. So that didn't give me any chance to speak to him much. So that was it....
Somehow, I felt a burden inside me.....Something that I couldn't understand. It's been many years, although the images were still flashing, what was it? Another assignment? It beats me.....I want to lift this burden. I need the peace....God, help me...... 
Serayans at Merchant Court
Left to Right : Leslie, Edmund & Terence....
I was beginning to know A & E (someone i couldn't remember at first, hehe) all over again. And I learnt that L went thru a patch too, but look, who didn't?? L was my 1st puppy love, but it's a 1 sided thingy....and i remembered that he used to kid with me, and from age 10, i always felt that he was around me spiritually....as years went on, L's images did flashed occasionally right up to now.
I called L after obtaining his mobile thru A. I had many things spinning around : what to say? will he remember me? I was going to speak to my puppy love!!! PUPPY LOVE......chuckle....
Arghhhhhhhhhhh, 5 times and he still wasn't picking up. I informed A via msn and she will try later. I tried again, and hey pesto, someone picked up......YES......it's him!!... we spoke for 19 minutes... He sounded cheerful....I was glad...I was....................Happy...
Anyhow, upon my return, I went for a head to toe pampering, wanting to look my best for the reunion. In 1 of the sessions, my beautician made an error on my face. I was dashed down and I text A, informing her that I might not come. How can such a thing happened at this moment.? A was trying to see how we can mend the error. I don't know how. I tried a trial touch up but it was obvious. I was disappointed. I badly wanted to go, and now I couldn't go.....
Mum encouraged me that I should attend. After all, it's been many years that we last saw each other. The hours/minutes/seconds came ticking. I was tight for time. I was behind my schedules. I had it all planned and now I rescheduled some appointments to meet the other.
Now, I was all set to go. The touch up was done, and only A knew.... We met eventually.... How we have grown! From a kid to an adult....From the way we talk in school to the way we carry ourselves in society today. Everyone had changed....Getting to know each other again. From wows, ohs, is it? These were the common words heard that night. And I wouldn't have recognise them if we walk past....
The only thing I didn't enjoy was the meal. It looked spicy for me. And it doesn't look appetizing to me. It wasn't signalling to the brains to eat. Hahaha....I guessed that I am pricky.....Anyhow, it was the company that matters. We were the last table to leave and we went on for coffee to catch up on good times. That night was also another eye opener for me to see how Sgp changed so much. It was my 1st for the places we went...What a mountain tortoise...
We wanted to meet up with Ah Poon, our Pri 6 form teacher. Sharon (she was married to him) called and he will be on his way. Ah Poon still looked good for his age! Wow!
The night ended so quickly as they need to work the next day except me....sniff sniff....We parted ways. I insisted that L sent me....hahaha....eh, hello? I wasn't the only one that tagged on to his car. So that didn't give me any chance to speak to him much. So that was it....
Somehow, I felt a burden inside me.....Something that I couldn't understand. It's been many years, although the images were still flashing, what was it? Another assignment? It beats me.....I want to lift this burden. I need the peace....God, help me......
Thank you God for this very special night.
Thank you A & E for taking time to call and contact the Serayans.
Thank you everyone for coming and sharing their time.....
I miss you all already....
Serayans at Merchant CourtAt some coffee place.....I forgot the name.....
Left to Right : Alice, Li Li, Grace & Sharon
Left to Right : Leslie, Edmund & Terence.... Standing : Louis
Left to Right : Me, Leslie & Edmund
Left to Right : Li Li, Alice, Grace, Sharon, Me, Ah Poon & Terence
Left to Right : Me, Leslie & EdmundLeft to Right : Li Li, Alice, Grace, Sharon, Me, Ah Poon & Terence Standing behind : Leslie & Edmund
Monday, March 2, 2009
Sharon Chan - May 1964 to Feb 2009
Strickened by the horrible illness, Sharon left for a better place on an afternoon. How can it be? I was just chatting over the MSN 2 hours ago? I don't understand why but God had His plans. Sharon cannot suffer more than she should.
She was a good daughter, sister, sister in law, daughter in law, wife, mother, friend....Who would not shed tears for a person like her? Tears of sadness, tears of missing her, tears of feeling what was her last moments...
We used to argue when we were younger. But we never lay hands on each other. We only used Opera songs with sarcastic but harmless words towards each other.
Pope (pronounced Po-Pi) was your nickname as your phonetics were terrible...hahaha....Why? How? It's a secret....
Despite your suffering in recent months, you chose to handle it by yourself. I wondered at times are your kids aware? Did they notice that you have shrinked and become weaker? Each had their own world, what a pity. Did they know that side effects you went thru? I could only cry and feel the heartache....
You are a very brave woman. You are now enjoying in Paradise where you need not suffer anymore. Your job is done on Earth. Someday, the kiddos will understand why....
You remain in my heart forever.....my ba choo choo sister......
She was a good daughter, sister, sister in law, daughter in law, wife, mother, friend....Who would not shed tears for a person like her? Tears of sadness, tears of missing her, tears of feeling what was her last moments...
We used to argue when we were younger. But we never lay hands on each other. We only used Opera songs with sarcastic but harmless words towards each other.
Pope (pronounced Po-Pi) was your nickname as your phonetics were terrible...hahaha....Why? How? It's a secret....
Despite your suffering in recent months, you chose to handle it by yourself. I wondered at times are your kids aware? Did they notice that you have shrinked and become weaker? Each had their own world, what a pity. Did they know that side effects you went thru? I could only cry and feel the heartache....
You are a very brave woman. You are now enjoying in Paradise where you need not suffer anymore. Your job is done on Earth. Someday, the kiddos will understand why....
You remain in my heart forever.....my ba choo choo sister......
Sunday, January 11, 2009
CNY is coming
Ooh, CNY is coming and I am going home to be with my wonderful family.
although it is a very short trip, i think that this year will be an enjoyable one.
things/stuffs/actions/food that i miss :
1. i miss mummy acting like big sister....hahahahaha...and go round and round and round in a circle game....remember that one??
2. i miss eating TOGETHER as 1 family.
3. i miss economical bee hoon with those taukwa, otak, eggs and a little dash of chilli...YUM YUM
4. i miss those drama laughters, giggles
5. i miss mum's nagging.....lols
6. i miss big sister's squint eyes...she always does that and then you can see her mouth pointy....
7. i miss 2nd sister's blinking eyes....she has that whenever she is sleepy...
8. i miss 2nd brother's talks....he is the 48, remember....
9. i miss dimples's whining
10. i miss pebbles' bark...she is still naughty
11. i miss playing mahjong and laughing until we all blushed....remember the bird and the flower?
12. i miss mum's cooking....
13. i miss being the pampered one at home...
14. i miss holding my family's hands...
15. i miss my room...
16. i miss nagging at my family too....hehehehe
17. i miss playing poker on the table....remember that CNY was always the bigger pool....lols
18. i miss those lovely pineapple tarts and not forgetting the delicious cake that Betty makes....drooling already
19. i miss all my nieces and nephews
20. i don't miss those creepy crawlers....yukes, stay away!
21. i miss the Burger King!!!! A must have at the airport....
22. i miss kuaychap, but i don't want anything but just those taupoks, eggs....i know, i know....i don't know how to eat the rest...
23. i miss nasi padang...oooh, tempeh, tauhu goreng, ikan, begedal...
24. i miss vadai, thoosai....big sister promised to buy me some when i come home...
the list can go on and on....Most of all, I miss my family so much and i can't wait to see them again.
although it is a very short trip, i think that this year will be an enjoyable one.
things/stuffs/actions/food that i miss :
1. i miss mummy acting like big sister....hahahahaha...and go round and round and round in a circle game....remember that one??
2. i miss eating TOGETHER as 1 family.
3. i miss economical bee hoon with those taukwa, otak, eggs and a little dash of chilli...YUM YUM
4. i miss those drama laughters, giggles
5. i miss mum's nagging.....lols
6. i miss big sister's squint eyes...she always does that and then you can see her mouth pointy....
7. i miss 2nd sister's blinking eyes....she has that whenever she is sleepy...
8. i miss 2nd brother's talks....he is the 48, remember....
9. i miss dimples's whining
10. i miss pebbles' bark...she is still naughty
11. i miss playing mahjong and laughing until we all blushed....remember the bird and the flower?
12. i miss mum's cooking....
13. i miss being the pampered one at home...
14. i miss holding my family's hands...
15. i miss my room...
16. i miss nagging at my family too....hehehehe
17. i miss playing poker on the table....remember that CNY was always the bigger pool....lols
18. i miss those lovely pineapple tarts and not forgetting the delicious cake that Betty makes....drooling already
19. i miss all my nieces and nephews
20. i don't miss those creepy crawlers....yukes, stay away!
21. i miss the Burger King!!!! A must have at the airport....
22. i miss kuaychap, but i don't want anything but just those taupoks, eggs....i know, i know....i don't know how to eat the rest...
23. i miss nasi padang...oooh, tempeh, tauhu goreng, ikan, begedal...
24. i miss vadai, thoosai....big sister promised to buy me some when i come home...
the list can go on and on....Most of all, I miss my family so much and i can't wait to see them again.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
A to Z
Hmmm, it's been lingering on my mind....must been kailui #1 influences....lols
So my next in line preferences are below....in case you want to sponsor me a gift, i'm listing it for easier references....lols lols lols
Anna Sui
Bvlgari
Courreges
Diamonds
Ebel
FCUK
Gianni Versace
Hermes
IWC
Juicy Couture
Kate Spade
Leroy
Moschino
Nina Ricci
Orlane
Piaget
Queens
Roberto Cavalli
Sarcar
Tods
Ungaro
Vera Wang or Vivien Westwood
Wittnauer
X - cannot think...maybe Xbox, but it is not really me...
YSL
Zodiac or Zenith
hahahahaha....look at how cheerful he was....i miss his smily smile.....
and i guess that i really miss the GOOD OLD DAYS with the 2 kailuis...
NT....when will i see you again?
hahahahahahahah.........took this when i was waiting for my turn at the hospital...
Hello, your paw ain't an ice cream.....
MD with his birthday cake??
So my next in line preferences are below....in case you want to sponsor me a gift, i'm listing it for easier references....lols lols lols
Anna Sui
Bvlgari
Courreges
Diamonds
Ebel
FCUK
Gianni Versace
Hermes
IWC
Juicy Couture
Kate Spade
Leroy
Moschino
Nina Ricci
Orlane
Piaget
Queens
Roberto Cavalli
Sarcar
Tods
Ungaro
Vera Wang or Vivien Westwood
Wittnauer
X - cannot think...maybe Xbox, but it is not really me...
YSL
Zodiac or Zenith
hahahahaha....look at how cheerful he was....i miss his smily smile.....
and i guess that i really miss the GOOD OLD DAYS with the 2 kailuis...
NT....when will i see you again?
hahahahahahahah.........took this when i was waiting for my turn at the hospital...
Hello, your paw ain't an ice cream.....
MD with his birthday cake??
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