updates again

i wonder if i have recuperate from all the hours of sleep?

although it's sunny and kinda humid today, i am wearing a sweater??!! Erge called me and i was still in a daze. my eyes just couldn't open....paisey, erge......thanks for your concern still....

i began to think about my heavy workload. i want to run away but i can't. i want to take a break but i have to wait??? then i should drop this idea....the reason i wanna break is to get away from work immediately, not wait until my shipments are out, because by the time shipments are out, then i am more relax and i don't see the urge to run away....i am struggling from missing details, missing this and that, everything is in a total mess.....haiyoh...and i am still trying to fit those charts...trying to know the new accounts better, and the factories are really a hard nut to crack....not helpful.....

am i holding on to too many active ones? can someone take away portion of my work? i only can cope with that many hands (2 only). i am not an octopus with more hands (tentacles).... today, i suddenly want to break down and cry. Maybe it is because DIL is not around to laugh with me. I miss her.....where is she? i hardly have a relaxing time at the office. i know that i shouldn't be complaining but i need to sound myself out. i really missed my lady of leisure days/years.....no work, just shopping, lazing, cooking, baking, vacations......

my toe is injured...i tripped over the marble bar while going to the toilet...OUCH! it hurt! i am limping a little because the pressure made it more painful...sniff sniff....

Still, after writing, i felt much better......lol......God must have lifted me, carried me like a little baby and petting me on my back......ok, i am fine now......

ok, 2 pictures this time...

my painted gel nails..i'm changing this weekend again........

my injured toe...ouch ouch ouch

datin nua nua

woke up to prepare myself for work. Took a shower and i got sick again in an instant. i vomitted....and then i felt weak. cynthia said that it was the chill. so i slumped back onto the sofa, now my head is spinning, so i tilted my head a little. my shoulders are aching.



is it the weather? or is it my immune system? same question kept haunting me : how can i fall sick so easily??



so nua nua and i will be alone this weekend....i will snuggle into bed then....

past over wed-thurs, fri's here

last night, i had the shivers again. i knew that i got a virus because my heart beat was between 50 to 59. But why again? i cannot understand why i am having such frequent attacks. cynthia prayed together with me silently. i trusted God even more and continued to recite Psalm 23. I felt that this was the only prayer that can give me comfort. i think that i need to carry face mask to avoid catching viruses easily....it is like almost every week!!! Yikes!

i felt weak this morning and continued to sleep on until 2ish. my throat was dry, and my nose was blocked. and i was hungry too.....so greedy, i ate up my sandwich...followed by medicine, and some health supplements which i bought last evening after being convinced by my friend....oh, my anti-oxidant in my body is at its weakest after a scan result so this is why my body cannot fight viruses, bacteria, etc. So now that i bought my health supplements (certified by my friend who was a biochemist), i am going to take it and monitor. Anyway, money guaranteed, i can return if i don't see any improvements.

chong is right : in order not to let my friend worry about me being in hk, i should go out and start enjoy myself. staying home will not do much good. i reckon that he has some outings arrange for me...hehehe....oh gosh, he was a straight A student, no wonder he got the scholarship to go to US for studies...smart guy! he bought some grapes & oranges just now....how thoughtful....he told me about cigars & OX...hahahaha....so funny! and then i told him about my louis XIV encounter at Awana. SCREAMMMMMMMM.......i won't forget the server!!! bad, bad, bad....lols. Chong went "HAIYAH!!!!!!" with a slap on his forehead....lol....what to do? it really happened at Awana.....

hmmm, bernard called me today. Looking for another apartment. let me see if some help can be extend to him...he doesn't sound good tho......haiz, i hope that he is fine, chong will call him tomorrow anyways....

it's friday tomorrow, have a happy weekend........oh, lunch with chong on sunday, maybe bernard too......what shall we eat??? hmmmmmmm, anything that yummy....

for mummy

"Dear all,
Mummy got her ultra scan results yesterday. She has multi nodular goitre. Doctor has arranged for more tests as one of the nodules suggests cancerous. It will be ultrasound guided with fine needle aspirate on 10th April at 8.15am. Procedure will take roughly 1 to 2 hours."

This sms came in at 7.20pm today. And what can I be thinking of? Honestly, I don't know but I will commit Mummy to Him and I truly believe that healing already took place. Mum herself must surrender herself totally, then only she can be set free of this locked chain.

God help those who help themselves. You must still seek help/care from professionals. That is where God slips his miracle touch, thru them......You must not be stubborn. Don't take the chance. Don't even procrastinate further. Go as scheduled. Fear not for God will be with you. Walk into the hospital with beaming face. You will be filled with God's presence, God's love....

Continue your walk with Him. You can see that in times of trouble, He doesn't forsake you. He wants you to rely on Him.

Let go of the fears.....You will be fine as He promises....May you have the peace within yourself. I love you.....lots