Friday, April 10, 2009

6th April - Serayan's reunion and my 1st puppy love

Joining Facebook was 1 of the best thing I did. My primary school friend A found me. Isn't it amazing? And we are having a reunion this coming 6th. I was excited at first, but now I just want to crawl back into my shell. I don't know why...haha

I was beginning to know A & E (someone i couldn't remember at first, hehe) all over again. And I learnt that L went thru a patch too, but look, who didn't?? L was my 1st puppy love, but it's a 1 sided thingy....and i remembered that he used to kid with me, and from age 10, i always felt that he was around me spiritually....as years went on, L's images did flashed occasionally right up to now.
I called L after obtaining his mobile thru A. I had many things spinning around : what to say? will he remember me? I was going to speak to my puppy love!!! PUPPY LOVE......chuckle....

Arghhhhhhhhhhh, 5 times and he still wasn't picking up. I informed A via msn and she will try later. I tried again, and hey pesto, someone picked up......YES......it's him!!... we spoke for 19 minutes... He sounded cheerful....I was glad...I was....................Happy...

Anyhow, upon my return, I went for a head to toe pampering, wanting to look my best for the reunion. In 1 of the sessions, my beautician made an error on my face. I was dashed down and I text A, informing her that I might not come. How can such a thing happened at this moment.? A was trying to see how we can mend the error. I don't know how. I tried a trial touch up but it was obvious. I was disappointed. I badly wanted to go, and now I couldn't go.....

Mum encouraged me that I should attend. After all, it's been many years that we last saw each other. The hours/minutes/seconds came ticking. I was tight for time. I was behind my schedules. I had it all planned and now I rescheduled some appointments to meet the other.

Now, I was all set to go. The touch up was done, and only A knew.... We met eventually.... How we have grown! From a kid to an adult....From the way we talk in school to the way we carry ourselves in society today. Everyone had changed....Getting to know each other again. From wows, ohs, is it? These were the common words heard that night. And I wouldn't have recognise them if we walk past....

The only thing I didn't enjoy was the meal. It looked spicy for me. And it doesn't look appetizing to me. It wasn't signalling to the brains to eat. Hahaha....I guessed that I am pricky.....Anyhow, it was the company that matters. We were the last table to leave and we went on for coffee to catch up on good times. That night was also another eye opener for me to see how Sgp changed so much. It was my 1st for the places we went...What a mountain tortoise...

We wanted to meet up with Ah Poon, our Pri 6 form teacher. Sharon (she was married to him) called and he will be on his way. Ah Poon still looked good for his age! Wow!

The night ended so quickly as they need to work the next day except me....sniff sniff....We parted ways. I insisted that L sent me....hahaha....eh, hello? I wasn't the only one that tagged on to his car. So that didn't give me any chance to speak to him much. So that was it....

Somehow, I felt a burden inside me.....Something that I couldn't understand. It's been many years, although the images were still flashing, what was it? Another assignment? It beats me.....I want to lift this burden. I need the peace....God, help me......
Thank you God for this very special night.
Thank you A & E for taking time to call and contact the Serayans.
Thank you everyone for coming and sharing their time.....
I miss you all already....
Serayans at Merchant Court

At some coffee place.....I forgot the name.....
Left to Right : Alice, Li Li, Grace & Sharon
Left to Right : Leslie, Edmund & Terence....
Standing : Louis

Left to Right : Me, Leslie & Edmund

Left to Right : Li Li, Alice, Grace, Sharon, Me, Ah Poon & Terence
Standing behind : Leslie & Edmund

Monday, March 2, 2009

Sharon Chan - May 1964 to Feb 2009

Strickened by the horrible illness, Sharon left for a better place on an afternoon. How can it be? I was just chatting over the MSN 2 hours ago? I don't understand why but God had His plans. Sharon cannot suffer more than she should.

She was a good daughter, sister, sister in law, daughter in law, wife, mother, friend....Who would not shed tears for a person like her? Tears of sadness, tears of missing her, tears of feeling what was her last moments...

We used to argue when we were younger. But we never lay hands on each other. We only used Opera songs with sarcastic but harmless words towards each other.

Pope (pronounced Po-Pi) was your nickname as your phonetics were terrible...hahaha....Why? How? It's a secret....

Despite your suffering in recent months, you chose to handle it by yourself. I wondered at times are your kids aware? Did they notice that you have shrinked and become weaker? Each had their own world, what a pity. Did they know that side effects you went thru? I could only cry and feel the heartache....

You are a very brave woman. You are now enjoying in Paradise where you need not suffer anymore. Your job is done on Earth. Someday, the kiddos will understand why....

You remain in my heart forever.....my ba choo choo sister......

Sunday, January 11, 2009

CNY is coming

Ooh, CNY is coming and I am going home to be with my wonderful family.
although it is a very short trip, i think that this year will be an enjoyable one.

things/stuffs/actions/food that i miss :
1. i miss mummy acting like big sister....hahahahaha...and go round and round and round in a circle game....remember that one??
2. i miss eating TOGETHER as 1 family.
3. i miss economical bee hoon with those taukwa, otak, eggs and a little dash of chilli...YUM YUM
4. i miss those drama laughters, giggles
5. i miss mum's nagging.....lols
6. i miss big sister's squint eyes...she always does that and then you can see her mouth pointy....
7. i miss 2nd sister's blinking eyes....she has that whenever she is sleepy...
8. i miss 2nd brother's talks....he is the 48, remember....
9. i miss dimples's whining
10. i miss pebbles' bark...she is still naughty
11. i miss playing mahjong and laughing until we all blushed....remember the bird and the flower?
12. i miss mum's cooking....
13. i miss being the pampered one at home...
14. i miss holding my family's hands...
15. i miss my room...
16. i miss nagging at my family too....hehehehe
17. i miss playing poker on the table....remember that CNY was always the bigger pool....lols
18. i miss those lovely pineapple tarts and not forgetting the delicious cake that Betty makes....drooling already
19. i miss all my nieces and nephews
20. i don't miss those creepy crawlers....yukes, stay away!
21. i miss the Burger King!!!! A must have at the airport....
22. i miss kuaychap, but i don't want anything but just those taupoks, eggs....i know, i know....i don't know how to eat the rest...
23. i miss nasi padang...oooh, tempeh, tauhu goreng, ikan, begedal...
24. i miss vadai, thoosai....big sister promised to buy me some when i come home...

the list can go on and on....Most of all, I miss my family so much and i can't wait to see them again.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

A to Z

Hmmm, it's been lingering on my mind....must been kailui #1 influences....lols

So my next in line preferences are below....in case you want to sponsor me a gift, i'm listing it for easier references....lols lols lols

Anna Sui
Bvlgari
Courreges
Diamonds
Ebel
FCUK
Gianni Versace
Hermes
IWC
Juicy Couture
Kate Spade
Leroy
Moschino
Nina Ricci
Orlane
Piaget
Queens
Roberto Cavalli
Sarcar
Tods
Ungaro
Vera Wang or Vivien Westwood
Wittnauer
X - cannot think...maybe Xbox, but it is not really me...
YSL
Zodiac or Zenith
hahahahaha....look at how cheerful he was....i miss his smily smile.....

and i guess that i really miss the GOOD OLD DAYS with the 2 kailuis...
NT....when will i see you again?

hahahahahahahah.........took this when i was waiting for my turn at the hospital...

Hello, your paw ain't an ice cream.....

MD with his birthday cake??