Sunny days?? or Rainy days??

it's been a week since we moved to TW. We experienced more rain than before. More thunders, more lightnings....Just like in Panama.



i'm counting days to move to the permanent place in 3 weeks. Not because i don't like this temporary place, this is a superb place! Transport is convenient, facilities are great too. I just want to settle down soonest....

i learnt some basic exercises from an ex-national champion. although it is simple, i can still sweat out from it. i must get those weight straps....

oh, i bought some sale stuffs from FCUK...most of them are dark colors. Good thing i made sure that i tried every piece, then shortlisted them in the fitting room...heheheheheh...i ended up with just 4 pieces...

Ah, i got to watch Panda Kungfu at AMC...i love the huggy looking panda...so cute....the expressions, the actions, the naive questions reminded me & cyn so much of SLIM.....do you think so?? lols....

Good week ahead, my friends....

i am going to rest my aching body now....

lazy post

see caption, too busy to writeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

mambo night! let's do it again, this time i will wear spag!!! the others went to rumba!!! it was super packed! and the AC broke down, it was pouring.....wet wet wet....

that's cyn, me and wy

me & cyn

make peace not war

my new friend, MEOW......

Meow in between......

He just wanted to play.....

i know that you've got nice bright eyes Meow!

Mysterious Meow

Bye CWB, Hi TW

yesterday was my 1st night in TW. Surprisingly, i didn't CWB at all....I only took video of that place before moving out.....

Ok, the temporary place is not that bad, quite breezy because of the rain/winds....only thing is the space. sleeping is a nightmare becos i have the sofa bed upright and i was afraid that it might topple onto me while i am sleeping...yikes....i will try to snap photos and you will share my fears...

the uprighted sofa.....

the heavy chair is the only item that can hold the sofa at its side

my luggage that contains 5 weeks of barangs that i will need....lols

the other room! we have no space and now the drying and hanging is here!! terrible!

there ain't any space! don't talk about unpacking!

this is only part of the mess!

those racks are stuffed and we cannot even bring any of the racks out to use in case the boxes topples....

more......

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many things happened during these few months. I am beginning to feel shagged, weary, lost...Am i afraid of ending up feeling lonely? Is this the right path? how could it had happen? how come i don't see it coming? what else can i do? it is the same in all my past relationships, the story line ends up the same!! is this suppose to be the end of the story book and not the usual "they live happily ever after"???

i must learn to accept reality. it will take time to heal especially when we are xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx........SIGH, who can understand my aching heart?

my heart aches so much one more time....why am i dropping tears again?

Oldies with memories

listening to oldies brought memories of G.....somehow, these songs back tracked my younger days....i miss you lots....i really do...I remembered how we watched movies together....We ate junks, we skated, we fight, we argue.....

recalling those years, you were actually a gentle person. You were always the first one to asked me if i had my meal. When i was losing weight at 1 stage, you were also the first one who told me to watch myself. When i was down, you were there sharing your thoughts. I never thanked you personally.

i remembered when you held my hand in the ICU tightly. I held back my tears. When you couldn't talk with tubes in the mouth, you scribbled on the board. Even though it wasn't clear, we tried to read what you wanted to say.

i left some messages on your msn sometimes. It is just to tell you that i miss you. I know that you are no longer suffering but honestly, i still cannot face the fact that you are not here anymore. I do have tears flowing down. I am so emotional.

you know what, i have a friend who looks like you. The way he sits, the way he dresses. I was so tempted to take the photo but i didn't get that chance. He tilts his head too just like you. Even his built is the same. See the photo below :)

really looks like Gege....
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the apartment lease is up and I am moving this weekend to a temporary place for 5 weeks. After that, i will move again to a semi permanent place. This is so tiring. I will be away from the crowded busy city. It doesn't matter.....up to now, we had packed 21 cartons, and more to come and we only have 30 cartons from the movers. SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM...

But of course, I do have wonderful friends around. 1 of them even wanted to loan me a TV!! Wow!...

thanks Friends!

Yawnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, goodnight....

Oh, we had such nice Japanese food and great Sake with Angel, Celing & Cynthia. Thanks for the treat.

I had many wishes this year. And I received a beautiful Wedgewood bookmark from Jenny. A cute cake from Angel. I will post the cake when i get back to the office.... And this morning, i have a surprise present from DIL too..
My surprised cake from Angel!!! this is the one that i saw together with Beverley & Ada somewhere in early june. But Angel doesn't know about it and so this is a nice surprise....

that's angel on the left, me, cynthia & margaret

My gift from DIL.......i like the title "never grow weary".....DIL seems to know my deep within...

I hope to write more, but i will be without the internet for the next 2 months!!!!!